JoshLinWilliams

Many years ago during my days at Cornerstone Middle School I was subject to much torment I tried many ways to escape it and eventually I found a way. This method of escape was a failure at first. I rewrote my personality into a more angry less caring kind of person and someone who could make jokes out of everything this "new personality" which I named Ghost (or at the time The Emo Ghost), However, This failed at first because the real me and "Ghost" were polar opposites so I gave up and on 12-24-2009 I did one thing that I havent done sense and will never again. I tore into my arm with this huge butchers knife while listening to "No More Sorr

Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things are not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filing me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now He's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death Greets me warm, now I will just sa